early in the week I kept looking for my family and fondly remembering the time we all cruised together. I have managed to mostly stop feeling guilty and am enjoying relaxing. I started everyday so far with yoga! I also use the stationary bike. Jim and I have breakfast and sit in the sun reading. Then lunch, arts and crafts, bingo and it is time for a shower and dinner. Then we either play a game or go to the show. We have one more sea day before we reach our first destination. Tomorrow I am going to be REALLY self endulgent and go to the spa for some treatments, more about that later.